Have you been thinking "Why me?" If so, that's a hard place to be. Part of the appeal of that place is that we want relief. Our eyes roam and our brains search for the solution. Maybe you're feeling alone and even desperate. I've known these feelings. When I knew the reality that Carey had been harmed by the devastation, which this chromosome rip had caused her, I couldn't stay there. All people go through difficult times and sometimes life gets ugly. Beauty, however, is revealed in the twists and turns of life.