In this heartfelt and honest memoir, Angela reveals her difficult journey to motherhood and examines the stigma, silence, fear, pain, and mental breakdown surrounding infertility.From the anguish of her multiple miscarriages to the decision to explore adoption, as well as the practical and emotional challenges involved in pursuing this route to parenthood, she reveals what it was like to find out that infertility was just the beginning of her problems. Angela has to look deceit and death in the eye and make a particularly major decision.Shining a light on growing up too fast, the importance of fathers in the home, miscarriages, motherhood, deceit, and death, Not No, WAIT is a raw, sincere, and uplifting account of Angela's journey to an intimate relationship with God, prayer, faith, and motherhood.If you are struggling with infertility, doubt, faith, or within your marriage, Angela authored this book with you in mind. After reading this book, you will be able to renew your strength and fight for your family and your desire to be a mother. You will understand that nothing is too hard for God! He is waiting to give you the desires of your heart. God loves you so much!